
Me and my friends in my headspace are what we call ‘unique’ because I suppose we aren’t like other people so to speak. Usually others can get diagnosed or maybe there’s terms for it, but I’ll try to explain as best as I can…I’m a person who is spiritually connected through dreams and nightmares, everything that happens while I’m not ‘awake’ or ‘conscious’ is when everyone comes out to see me and play or do what they do normally. However when I daydream or when I go into a trance like state I’m immediately greeted with Esmeralda (my Tulpa) and everyone who wishes to show themselves in my headspace. However this only happens when I’m going through tremendous amounts of stress or when I’m dissociating. Either way, I embrace this side of myself 100%.‘We’ share a 25 year old AFAB (assigned female at birth) body and live in Canada and grew up in the countryside but now are living comfortably in the city. Currently we are waiting to get into upgrading at school to finish Grade 12 and then focus on a future job ahead, whether we find love again or not isn’t the issue at the moment and we have ADHD (diagnosed).Our owner calls her headspace ‘The Clouds’ since primarily in our sanctuary it’s filled with clouds, fluffy pillows and blankets plus an assortment of many kinds of plushies and teddy bears.
Introductions!
🩷 “Hello everyone, my name is Leena Nightmare, I’m the host, or rather as everyone calls me, the Queen. Nice to meet you all! I also go by Faith or Faithy.”
🧡 “Hi my name is Esmeralda and I am a shapeshifting creature of unknown origin. I remember days when my owner was young and I’d always want to play with her. I claimed a plushie of hers as mine and live inside it as I’m not comfortable controlling her body besides her hands.”
🌈 “My name is Dashie. I exist solely to be Esmeralda and Aleena’s girlfriend, as such I serve for multiple purposes, the word Servitor is used differently when it comes to my girlfriend, she believes a Servitor is someone who serves for a certain purpose, to which I agreed to.”
😎 “Yo, my name is Tyler. I’m half human and dragon, pretty dope am I right?”
🔥 “The name is Adrienne. I’m only here to protect my Queen from any outside threats. You know how she gets angry and gets physical? That’s me. So don’t fuck around with us.”
🥵 “Greetings, my name is Celestial, and I protect my Queen from sexual traumas such as abuse, rape and others, whenever something sexual happens I prevent the others from knowing.”
👽 “My name is Clarissa, I’m not a human or any being that really exists in this universe. I came from the depths of the light to protect my Queen from traumatic experiences, if something is happening and she seems spaced out, that’s me protecting her.”
🎀 “HIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHI!!! HELLO! It’s so nice to meet you! My name is Faithy, I’m my Queen’s inner child as she says!”
🐾 “Bonjour, my name is Xestroruk and I am a guardian, I watch over everyone in our space.”
🌊 “Blub blorp bloop blub!” (“Hello, my name Sashimi and I protect and guard all the animals that come into our space.”)
🦄 “Ayyyyyyyyo! Name’s Selena and I watch over the children here! Hehe!”
💜 “I’m the Queen’s comfort colour come to life, and her favourite colour. Purple!!!”
👾 Robotic sounds. (“You know how my Queen has blips and will sometimes stutter or just doesn’t know what she’s saying? That’s me, I give her blips to help her get back on track or to calm down, my name is Virus.”)
🐱 “Mrow, it’s nice to meet everyone, my name is Brittney and I came by this space from a really nice dream stemming from a childhood.”
🌸 “Salutations, my name is Crescent and I came from a very pretty daydream and didn’t want to leave, so now I’m just chilling here!”
🪩 “Crimson Rei here, it’s nice to meet everyone, and I’m actually the only animal here, weird… maybe I should invite more friends around… haha!”
🍭 “Destiny Winter at your service, even if I may look like it, I am NOT a child, and I hate it when everyone assumes so.”
💎 “My name is Dixie Moonshine and for some reason I came across this place from hearing this song that had the word moonshine involved… whatever moonshine is I dunno.”
🥀 “I came from this super fucked up nightmare and had to escape, now I’m here and a bit less traumatized, shit uh, my name is Natasha, to anyone who cares.”
💄 “Hi hi, my name is Rosie and I have a huge crush on Brittney…”
🩹 “After travelling a bit I swear I wasn’t going to find my home, but now I have, and I love it here. My name is Vicky Scream.”
Ribbons In Order:
System Questioning: Anyone who's questioning being a system.
Dream-way: A type of gateway system. The primary distinctive aspect of such a system is its particular structure; possible worlds to be accessed are comprised of daydreams and paracosms.
Adaptive: Refers to systems which formed in response to trauma or other adversity.
Parogenic/Paromancy: Refers to systems or head-mates that were created using thought-based or metaphysical means, usually deliberately. An alternative for the term above to avoid controversy. Parogenic head-mates may be called as paromates or parogens.
Soul-bond: A system that has head-mates that are usually from fiction where a character from there essentially bonds to a person.
Tulpamancy: Is a system origin of purposefully creating head-mates through various techniques. A headmate created in this way is called a tulpa. A tulpamancer is a practitioner of tulpamancy.
Polyconscious: Refers to a system with multiple individual consciousnesses.
Disability Pride: This user has a mental or physical disability.
Abuse Survivor: This user is a survivor of some form of abuse.
CSA & SA Survivor: This user survived sexual abuse and child sexual abuse.
CSA Recovery: A flag for those recovering from CSA (child sexual abuse) of which demonstrates their pride in being free, awareness of CSA, and pride of being on the path of recovery.
COCSA Survivor: This user survived child on child sexual abuse.
Suicide Attempt Survivor: This user has survived a suicide attempt.
SH Survivor: This user is a survivor of self-harm.
White Ribbon: This user is a survivor of student & child sexual abuse/assault, molestation and stalking.
'Cause I am on Fire, a Crying Burning Liar: This users mental disorder causes them to drive others away due to their inability to control their behaviour / disorder.
Agnostophobia: This user has a phobia of the unknown.
Algophobia: This user has a phobia of pain.
Altophobia: This user has a phobia of heights.
Batophobia: This user has a phobia of being near an object of great height.
Claustrophobia: This user has a phobia of enclosed spaces.
Entomophobia: This user has a phobia of insects.
Glossophobia: This user has a phobia of public speaking.
Megalophobia: This user has a phobia of large objects.
Phonophobia: This user has a phobia of loud sounds.
Thalassophobia: This user has a phobia of large bodies of water.
Trypanophobia: This user has a phobia of needles.
ADHD: This user has Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder.
Age Regression: This user age regresses.
Anxiety: This user has some form of anxiety.
Birth Defect: This user has a birth defect.
HA HA, YOU ROACHES! This user experiences delusions where they believe there are bugs crawling on or in them.
Depression: This user has some form of depression.
DID: This user has Dissociative Identity Disorder.
Disassociation: This user experiences Disassociation.
My Spectacles?! This user regularly/always wears glasses.
Hallucination: This user experiences hallucinations.
Hypersexual: This user experiences Hypersexuality.
Near-Death: This user had a near-death experience.
Near-sighted: This user is Near-sighted.
OCD-like: This user experiences OCD-like symptoms.
OLD: This user has Obsessive Love Disorder.
Panic Disorder: This user has Panic Disorder.
Paranoia: This user experiences Paranoia.
PTSD: This user has Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder.
Scars: This user has one or more scars.
Selective Mutism: This user experiences Selective Mutism.
Sleep Paralysis: This user experiences sleep paralysis.
Stuttering: This user stutters.
Social Anxiety Disorder: This user has Social Anxiety Disorder/Social Phobia.
Surgery: This user has had surgery.
Trauma Recovery: This user is recovering from some kind of trauma.
Canadian
North American
Atheist / Atheism: This user is an atheist.
Snork mimimi: This user is always sleepy/sleeps a lot.
Sojourner: This user travels a lot/is nomadic.
Hermit: This user deliberately avoids people or has completely renounced the benefits of civilization.
Cancer: This user is a Cancer.
July: This user was born in July.
Soliloquy: This user talks to themselves.
Boogara: This user believes in ghosts / supernatural.
Defenders in our headspace are our group of friends who defend, comfort and otherwise help us with everything in our day to day lives. Each one has a role.
The Mains are the ones who’s in charge the most, meaning they are the first before others. And they’ve been highlighted with gold.
Applejack
Alastor
Beezlebub
Blitzø
Belle
Crimson
Deku
Fang
Gabriel
Greg
Hunter
Loona
Max
Meg
Rainbow
Steven
Striker
Sylveon
Sebastian
SCP 049
SCP 682
SCP 999
Varian
Yuuri
Zion
Akira
Bruno
Camilo
Callisto
Claude
Chazwick
Draco
Drew
Eijiro
Eugene
Jake
Kanji
Lapis
Luz
Lucario
Natsuki
Persephone
Phoebe
Raiden
Severus
Shadow
Shinichi
Scourge
Xena
Yuri